Mish mash of shit
I’m not depressed, I’m not mad. But I’m frustrated, I want people to understand me just like I understand them. My goal in life isn’t to make enemies, nor is it to make friends. I don’t care how many friends I have, whoever I have, I want to know that they’re doing well, that they’re happy, know that they’re not fighting some stupid shit that they don’t deserve to deal with. And also, I don’t make judgment calls of myself, but I think I’m a generally good friend, I’m not being cocky, I’m being honest, I try to be the person that people can fall back and talk to, be comforted by knowing that I won’t screw them over just cause I know things about them. That’s me as a friend, I’m not the best person in the world, but I think I’m a bit better than average maybe. I don’t ask for people’s despair, I wish all a good life, even though realistically, it’s not completely possible. But hey, I’m living to make a difference, I can try to help, can’t I?
I also hate hearing about shitty friends, what kind of a friend are you by abandoning your own friends. You’re not a friend, you don’t deserve to be called a good friend, you deserve to be called a traitor and a lowly coward. Stabbing people behind their backs, especially your friends. That’s filthy, that’s absolutely disgusting, I can’t stand it. I will never be like that, I will never betray my friends, because I’m better than that. And if you don’t believe it, then try me.


